FYI, RED NAIL POLISH IS TOTALLY GLAMOROUS 
Its classy, glamorous, hollywood-ish, pretty, awesome, and you know what? Its just pretty.
But I like its classy-ness :D
BTW, last week, I was totally in a baaaaaad bad mood. Now I'm super happy. Major, sudden change. I know
But I painted my nails gorgeous red, not going to work at all this week even if I get fired. Which is impossible because people don't fire part-timers just because they're busy.
I'm soooooooooooo happy just because I have no work!! YAY
I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW HAPPY I AM NOW :D

Strangers. 

 I spent 2 hours to paint my fingernails nicely. -.-
Tampines sucks. Seriously. It was beyond crowded. And the malls there are small. Imagine that.
Omg and Tampines One. Shitty. My phone was barely having signal. Which I really think is because of the massive crowd. -.-
And its overrated. That whole thing. The shops were pretty average. In fact, I still like the good old Orchard Road. :D
And of course Vivo City, for their HUGE Forever 21 :D
But I really think Orchard's the best no matter what!
Okay. The next time I step into the new mall at Tampines, will be probably like, 4 months later when everything's died down and its more peaceful. Seriously. It was horrifying. Even in the Orchard Road malls, its not like that. And that Uniqlo place, God, the queue was all the way to the toilet. Wth is wrong man. Not like the stuffs are going to disappear after the first few days of its opening. And I got a headache, which went off after I reached home. Bloody crowd. I bet the shops earn damn much. Hahahaha It was so hard to even get from one end of the level to the other. Gosh. I'd never ever ever ever go to a mall during its first week of opening. Or maybe I'd go to the one in Orchard, seeing how much I love Orchard, plus, it'll definitely be better than this.

Okay. LOVE MY NAILS.
I SPENT 2 HOURS ON IT DON'T CALL ME UP FOR WORK AT THE LAST MINUTE AND EXPECT ME TO CLEAN THEM OFF. I'D CRY :D

Oh and no matter how good that new Japanese brand might be, which I have yet to find out since I totally can't be bothered to queue, I'M STILL STICKING TO FOREVER 21 :D

 This week is seriously a baaaaaaaaad week.
Sunday, Sakae has to make me angry with the schedule shit.
Monday, got work when I've already told them I'm not free.
Tuesday, shopping, which was great. Just that we were checking out account balance every time we walk pass an atm. And every time we check, we realized the pay isn't here yet. So basically I shopped without getting my pay first.
Wednesday, rot, but I wasn't exactly happy because I kept thinking about work, which I have on Thursday.
Thursday, I looked at my schedule and realized that it was Thursday and Saturday, not Thursday and Friday. I asked my manager, she simply said she told me wrong. Thats all.
Friday, which is today, I got my period. Period on Good Friday! sigh..
Saturday, work. while having my 2nd day of period. SIGH.
Sunday, I hope the people at work won't pester me. Seriously. 

 I've been too irritated to post until now.
So, my manager told me I had work on Thursday and Friday..
Then, when I went to work today, I saw my schedule, it was Thursday and Saturday.
I asked my manager about it and she just simply said she told me wrongly. -.-
Totally messed up my schedule!
Grahh.
And I kinda think I'm going to be tied down by work if I don't quit.
I think they expect me to work on weekends when school starts..
And the only reason I'd want to hold on to this job instead of quitting, is so that when holidays starts I can have a job instantaneously. Selfish I know. But I'm not getting any pay if I don't work.. So I guess its really alright. They anyhow hire people anyway. Don't even ask a single question during the interview.
But thats not the point. -.-
Point is, they kinda expect me to work on weekends regularly when school starts.
Which I'm not sure if I'm able to cope or not.
Even in Secondary School I feel that weekends are simply too short!
Imagine Poly.
I have a really horrible habit of thinking too much.
See, if I work on a Saturday, I'd have not recovered from the tiring 5 days of school!
And if I work on a Sunday, I'll start the school week yawning through classes! (Which, is not good)
Saturday is recuperating from school day
Sunday is preparing for another school week day.
Plus I need time to get in touch with myself. Do stuffs that I like. Make sure I don't lose myself in the midst of the hectic lifestyle of the society.
See, 5 days of school, 1 day of work, and I've got 1 day left to finish whatever homework I may have, prepare myself for another 5 days of school, and get enough rest so I'm not a walking zombie. And you know how I feel about my schedule being cramped.. I like space. Space to think, to rot, to read, to post long entries on my livejournal, to sip a cup of Earl Gray peacefully in the kitchen, to watch my hamsters playing happily(albeit alone), to look through my old stuffs and laugh about them, to watch Pocahontas, omg I can go on and on if I want to. But I'm not going to.

I'm just feeling that work is going to cramp up my schedule and I'll be a zombie with blood running through my veins for 3 years.
No I'm not going to be a Vampire(sadly) because I don't have the looks :(

Oh and, after being barred from school for 5 months, I really can't imagine how many of my brain cells have rot to death already. Plus they don't increase in number like the other cells. Once they're dead, its gone. I must be a whole lot stupider already. -.- 

I'm sort of positive I'm suffering from OCD. I plan for all my weekends. i plan everything, to make sure nothing goes wrong. Like, so I won't become an undead, or become mentally unsound from all the stress, or some other weird stuffs. Well I guess being OCD in that sense is good! I won't end up like those workaholics who work until they develop some weird problems. Social, emotional, physical, whatever. Haha!
But, I plan too much. Lol. People probably don't think of stuffs like needing space to rot and whatever. Haha!
But still, I can't help but be me! OCD me. 

FYI, I love Squalo's random yells. He's adorably loud!

 Can't be bothered to sleep early. Trying to shake work off my mind. Its pissing me off. Well, the job's not that bad actually. Its the way they do things that pisses me off. That irritating intefering supervisor, and of course, my bloody schedule and how I'm probably going to be pissed off again this Sunday. Hopefully this time, the person who called me for my schedule would actually pay attention to what I told her.
Speaking of him, I really hope he won't be there in the morning tomorrow and Friday. 

Oh and I'll be going to Tampines after work. Which is the most interesting part of tomorrow.
There's a Face Shop there! I'm probably going to buy more nail polish. Its only $2.90 a bottle and they're sorta nice to use! :D

Cullen :D

Obviously Monday.
And the one I anticipate would obviously be Saturday..
Haha!
Okay this is totally redundant.

Shopping with Juntian today! :DDD
Her retainers are funny.
And I got my Converse YAY
And I got a Forever21 dress and dark red nail polish YAY
But now I feel like emo-ing. -.-
My friend kept telling me that TP ccas have auditions and now I feel like I'm going to end up CCA-less!! :(((((
Shitty.
Oh and, work. Bloody work.

 I'm in need of sushi buffet.
How long can someone tolerate having sushi going towards you, then you just let it pass although you're STARVING 'cause you're a service crew and you can't eat 'em. That seriously sucks. People who're working in Restaurants without conveyor belts bringing sushi towards you to tempt you have it better. *MAJOR SIGH*
Plus the fact that I have to work 3 days this week instead of one... Its not making me any happier. 
Know what would make me happy? MY WELL DESERVED PAYCHECK BY TOMORROW MORNING. :D

Oh and, I'M GOING OUT WITH JUNTIAN TOMORROW YAY MY MONEY BETTER COME IN THE MORNING SO I CAN GO TO VIVO AND SHOP AND EAT SUSHI :D

Oh and the 2 more openings I have left just became 3 more. And the 10 days of self indulgent just became 8 days. Gah.

Oh and, I was looking through old papers from my Sec4 days, I MISS ALL MY 4/40 FOR MY A MATH TESTS :D
Can you believe it?? I got a spanking B4 for A Math for O levels! Must be a miracle :D:D

 What in the world is wrong with me!!!!
Now I'm working on Monday, Thursday and Friday this week... -.-
Initially, I told them I'm only free on Thursday.
And when they planned my schedule, they totally didn't bother whether I was free or not. What for ask me for my schedule huh? So, it was in the schedule that I have work on Monday, Tuesday, Friday and Saturday. 
So, I wasn't happy of course! But I just agreed to work on Monday 'cause maybe they'd find it hard to change at the last minute. And also Thursday, the day I'm free.
Then today, when I asked about my schedule, Peik Wai said Thursday 9am-3pm. And asked if I can help her on Friday or not. And I said yes!!
What is wrong with me!!! I could've said no!! She didn't force me with a knife, I wasn't obliged to work on Friday, there are 10 part-timers and some full timers there, WHY DID I SAY YES. Gah. Maybe its the nice-ness. I can't say no to nice people!! Gosh. And she was so sweet. But still, I WASN'T OBLIGED TO WORK ON FRIDAY. Because I told them last Thursday that I'm not free everyday except for Thursday! Why oh why did I say yes. -.- I want to strangle myself!
I don't care. Next week I'm not working at all and I'm not going to give in to my obliging nature.
Hey, I deserve 3 days of self indulgent before school starts you know.
This Friday would be my last day of work before school starts and I mean it!! Grahh. I don't care. Hahaha
Anyway, French people are really beautiful. Gosh. The guys, the ladies, kids, everyone! They're all beautiful. Even if they have black hair, they're beautiful! Even if they're totally bald, they still look good! Gosh.
Okay. 5 French people came in today. They are sooooo beautiful. Not hot, like Edward Cullen that type. They're more of.. beautiful. 
Hahaha okay at least I know what I'm talking about. :D


And, I AM NOT HAPPY MY PAYCHECK BETTER COME TOMORROW MORNING IF NOT I'LL BE EVEN MORE UNHAPPY.
I WANT MY PAYCHECK BY NEXT MORNING SO I CAN GO SHOPPING IN THE AFTERNOON. 


Oh and and and, Grivand wasn't there this morning YAY!!!!
Ben was there. And he had to made it worse by asking me why am I here since I told them I'm only free on Thursday. 
Well, he did it out of goodwill la. Hahaha I was happy to talk to him anyway. I just wanted to complain about something. and sulk. and whine. Hahahah
I take pleasure in sulking now. I feel happy to sulk!! Because I can't sulk at all at work. Hahahah. 
Gosh I'm weird.

 Okay on a brighter note apart from ranting about work,
PAYCHECK'S COMING SOON AND I'M GOING SHOPPING WITH JUNTIAN SOON AND I'M EATING SUSHI WITH JUNTIAN SOON AND WE'RE GOING TO EAT A LOTTTTTTTTTT AND I'M UNOFFICIALLY ENDORSING FOREVER 21 BECAUSE I'M AN ABSOLUTE FAN OF THEM AND NOW THE ONLY PLACE I GO TO FOR CLOTHES IS FOREVER 21 AND OF COURSE A FEW OTHER SHOPS ON RARE OCCASIONS I MOSTLY GET EVERYTHING FROM FOREVER 21 ALREADY WALLETS ACCESSORIES TOPS BOTTOMS DRESSES EXCEPT SHOES BECAUSE I'M A PUNY SIZE 4 AND THEY DON'T HAVE SIZE 4 IT SUCKS TO BE A SIZE 4 SO MUCH AND I ALSO LOVE DONNING FOREVER 21 FROM HEAD TO ANKLE NOT HEAD TO TOE BECAUSE I CAN'T WEAR FOREVER 21 SHOES WHY DO I HAVE TO BE A PUNY SIZE 4 NOW I CAN'T BE A WHOLESOME FOREVER 21 MODEL 

Hahaha I typed that way for fun :DDDD
'Cause I'm feeling real excited now!

Anyway, my toenails are currently black. Results of a tinge of rebelliousness since I can't paint my fingernails in school and now I can't paint them 'cause of work.

I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!
Telling them I'm not free on some days really equivalents to telling them I'm free everyday.
And last time they complained I never give them my schedule.....
I told them I'm only free on Thursday this week(I need to play as much before school starts!)
And turns out they arranged me to work tomorrow and Tuesday at 9am!!!!
What for call me and ask for my schedule!!!
But apparently they said its flooding over there right now and they have to work overtime to clean the place and so I'm the only one who's able to wake up early tomorrow.
I bet if I never complain about my schedule they won't even bother explaining to me la!!!!
Or rather, they simple used the flooding as an excuse!!!!!! 
*Sigh*.. In the end, Peik Wai came to talk to me.
And I said okay immediately. -.-
Hey I told you already she's super nice now!!
I can't possibly turn her down..
So, I'm working on Monday and Thursday now.
No more Tuesday. So I got something out of that conversation also la. :D It wasn't totally useless.
And she was so nice to add in about how much they're cleaning the place right now and so it'll be super clean tomorrow.
How to turn her down?!!? Plus she even thanked me sincerely! At least it sounded sincere on the phone. 
So I'm working at 9am tomorrow..
Why does my conscience keep haunting me!! I didn't do anything evil! Well, I felt obliged to say yes.. When I know that I don't have to if I don''t want to.. Afterall, I did tell them my schedule on Thursday.. *SIGH*

Well, all I know right now is Peik Wai won't be there at 9am tomorrow..
I seriously hope Grivand won't be the one present while I'm setting up the restaurant.
HE SERIOUSLY POKES INTO THE WAY I DO EVERY SINGLE THING AND I'M NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT :(
He interferes with the order I do thing,
He interferes with the way I clean the tables.
He interferes with the way I set up the tables
He interferes with the way I make wasabi( He thinks his kneading dough technique and right and mine's wrong FYI, I probably baked more cookies and cakes and brownies than you do!!!)
He interferes with the way I dress myself.
He interferes with my way of life(Which is strictly anti-rushing when I don't have to)
And, he exploits me!! He always gives me extra work. Seriously. I don't see my manager or other supervisors doing that.
And when the Restaurant is opened, he'd tell me to stand in front and he go into the kitchen and do work. -.- Even when I still have undone work in the kitchen because of him! 
And on Saturday, he sorta frightened a customer. I was taking orders and he totally just budged in and introduced the new stuffs to that customer and apparently it didn't appeal the customer! And I found it rude.
And, he thinks his way of clearing the tables is right and I'm wrong. He emphasizes on super fast and I emphasize on keeping my hands clean. He just drags everything from all over the table and then stack them up. He doesn't care if the sauce spills on his hand(which happens every single time he does that). Seriously, its fast. But I wouldn't want my food to be served by him. Honestly. Its damn gross I tell you!! All the soy sauce and wasabi and everyone's saliva mixed together!! And he totally doesn't mind. I think customers want their food to be served by clean hands right?!
And I can go on and on and on.. *SIGH*

 No more opening for me!!
School's going to start soon!!
I'm going shopping soon!!
Hahahaha Okay I'm mad happy now.
And Renesmee is working fine now! :D Double yay!

Oh and there's this new Teppanyaki chef!
And guess what, he's the type I've always been wishing for!!!

Okay. I'm just talking about managers and kitchen staffs now.
Cantonese is their first language.
Chinese is probably second.
English, erm. 4th?! Some of them might know other dialects you know..
But I really love the kitchen staffs though. Especially one of them. She's very motherly. :D

Supervisors, English. Since both of them are foreigners. Although English is probably not their real first language. Their English has their Country's accent in it. Especially Grivand. Sometimes I piss him off because I have zero idea what he said. I'm just talking about what they usually speak in at work.

The other service crews, Chinese is their first language.
English, probably 2nd.

Me, English as first language.
Chinese is somewhere far away. My chinese can't even be counted as chinese anyway!

So, I honestly sometimes feel really guilty having them speak English to me just to accomodate me. Especially Peik Wai. I didn't feel guilty last time, because she was awfully mean. Now that she's awfully nice, I feel kinda guilty! 
And my other colleagues too. Sometimes, they speak English just to accomodate me. Which, is super nice. :D
And for some, I even find it a little hard to talk to them. Told you my Chinese can't be counted as Chinese already.

And this new Teppanyaki chef, His English is awesome!! Praise the Lord man!
I mean, FINALLY. Someone I can talk freely to without feeling guilty or worrying that he might not understand me. Or worrying that I might not understand him. Finally, English that sounds like english without a hint of Ah Tiong-ish in it! It was so easy talking to him! (Okay, no Ah Tiong accent in it because he's a malay) But his English sounds better than most average people actually. Which I'm so thanking God for! Oh and, he's huge, like a big bear. Which is super nice because the other 2 Teppanyaki Chefs are like toothpicks. Honestly, I don't get why they're so skinny. They can totally hide in the kitchen and pop chunks of beef/chicken/duck into their mouths la! The manager doesn't go in there often. Haha!
You have no idea how much I miss English! Like, listening to awesome english, talking to people freely in english with all the big words, without worrying that they won't understand me. I even miss English lessons! I miss writing compositions! Oh and I miss being sarcastic with RuiQi, using all the big english words. :D And making fun of Huilun in English! And bitching about how work can sometimes suck so badly with Juntian. In English!
I MISS ENGLISH SO SO MUCH. You have no idea how long haven't I felt this free!!
I Love English!

Oh and speaking of Ah Tiong, which I learnt not long ago that it meant cheena man,
I MISS FAITH 4-2. :(

And, RuiQi, your favorite color is colors.
Huilun, its Purple.
Juntian, its Pink.
Thats why the colors on your names. :D

Yeah I change when I come home from work.
I don't want to walk around in public wearing OSTENTATIOUS GREEN.
Seriously. The skirt is like, BRIGHT GREEN.
And the top is like, puke-green color. 
What sort of color combination is that?!?!?
Plus I don't want to be a walking service crew in public. 

( FAST. -.- )

And, I really don't expect everyone to read every word in my ranting. Haha! I know its really long. But of course, you can read it if you like! But don't force yourself to if you can't :D
To sum it up, my supervisor pissed me off real badly today. I was controlling so badly! I really wanted to flare up. And, when I'm angry, I'm really angry. And when I'm angry, things would get seriously ugly, sadly. But fret not. Its really hard to get me angry. He was exceptionally irritating. But yeah, I know I have a scary temper. But its really a whole lot better already! Most people won't live to see my angry side at all. He's one of the unlucky few. I am so controversial. But now, I felt kinda sad for him.. I was giving him the silent treatment for the whole of today. Only answering him when its really needed. Haha!
Okay, I guess this is the end of my ranting. Haha!
Anyway, tomorrow would(hopefully) be the last time I do opening. But then again, I seriously don't want to work full shift next Thursday. 
And, he was so funny today! I shall call him JH. Apparently I have no idea how to spell his name. Its a chinese name. Haha! 
He was throwing tantrums like a kid! For fun of course.
Hahaha 
Then I went along with him. Throwing tantrums also. Haha!
And he wanted to eat at Popeye's today! 
And I forgot my atm card. -.- 
I should've just brought it along instead of planning to go home and get it and wash up before going shopping.. 
I still feel guilty you know! 
He was sort of disappointed, but of course it didn't last long. 
Because I said I'd eat at Popeye's with him another day!

 Anyway, I've got 10 days of self indulging before poly starts. Thanks to guilt trip. Seriously.
Now the whole of next Thursday would be at work. 
Anyway, 10 days.

2 days of shopping. FOREVER 21!!!

1 day at Ikea.

3 days of chilling at home in front of Renesmee with a tub of ice-cream and a spoon.

1 day for Faith4-2 outing?? tentatively. Just read it from Juntian's livejournal. But its always good to plan ahead :D

1 day to find out wth exactly is sports attire. Seriously.


And the last 2 day for preparing myself mentally from school. Seriously. When you're barred(sort of) from school for 5 months, you need preparation.



SCREW THE 2 MORE OPENINGS THAT I HAVE TO DO.

 Gosh I really love days like today. Just chilling at home. Oh yeah, I watched Pocahontas. Haha! Awesome as ever.

Oh and, last night, I was thinking of Venice. And suddenly Veniki came to my mind. -.-
Oh and Veniki is Russian from broom. Its not the real spelling though. Its just like.. erm, spelt that way for us so we can prounce it easier. That sort. 'Cause we have to sing it! Choir. Hahaha. And the title was Veniki. 

Okay. Venice, Veniki. 

I'm nuts. 

Oh and, pretty as ever,

Grand Canyon
Can't blame me for loving it too much. Singapore has no scenic spots. No romantic places. :D
And I won't mind my future boyfriend proposing to me at the Canyon. Its quiet, peaceful, and there's a river! 
Rivers are always good. Haha! Serene. 
And he can always prove his sincerity by saying things like "I'll swim across the river to show how much I love you!" 
Okay I'm dreaming. As always. Haha!



On a random note, thats my sister.
Told you we don't look alike!!!! :D

 My birthday is coming soon!!! (Grahh. 121 days to be exact.)
Okay. 100+ days or not, know what would be the best birthday gift for me right now???

POCAHONTAS 10TH ANNIVERSARY EDITION DVD.

http://disneyshopping.go.com/disney/store/DSIProductDisplay?catalogId=10002&storeId=10051&categoryId=13691&productId=1182354&langId=-1&CMP=OTL-TWDC_BVHE&att=BVHE


I even provided the link! Haha! 
Okay I'm just kidding. But if someone were to really give me this for my birthday I'd be super happy and touched! 
But I'll still love you as much if you don't give me this. Haha!

Okay I really want this because currently, I have the video tape one only. Haha! And I can't watch it on Renesmee. Which is a really sad sad thing.
Oh and this 10th anniversary one, has a new scene in it! That really sweet touching one with that awesome song "If I Never Knew You"
Apparently it was stupidly deleted when Pocahontas first came out. So now its back in yay!!
And I know. You can probably tell me, watch it on the video tape, pause it at the deleted point, find the deleted scene on youtube, watch it, then go back to the video tape after that. Its the same. 

NO ITS NOT THE SAME FOR A POCAHONTAS FAN.  :D